There’s no one I can really talk to in my situation. This is just a good avenue for me to spew my BS and maybe try to gleam some kind of patterns or insights into what flows from me onto these pages.
So.. first of all, a note to myself. A Muslim doesn’t expose the sins of others so I’m going to try to anonymise this as much as possible (as I am a Muslim). Second, a note to the readers: I don’t expect this’ll have any kind of structure to it. I see this more as just a ‘throw things at the wall, see what sticks’ kinda thing. Third: I hope there’ll be some relief down the line and I can look back and see how things have changed since I started this.
I’m going to try to update this once week. Let’s see what happens.